life...

life is sooooooooo much better now. i have a job at culver's here in decorah and i got my friend's. got the fair next month on july 10th-14th. my sister kelly might be in decorah since she's a carnie and i hope she comes to decorah. so yeah. everything is going sooo much better now. life's getting better and stuff so yeah. lol.

i hate.....

forget that last blog that i wrote. it's stupid. it's not about the party or anything anymore. i hate my boyfriend. i'm breaking up with him today and everything. i hate life. sometimes i feel as if there is no point to it at all, but then i realize that God has me here on earth for a purpose and i want to find out why. but still i hate my boyfriend for sure. so jason you better watch out because here i come and it's not pretty.

i hate everything geez

I hate everything at this moment. I finally get invited to a party. My boyfriend invited me. Anyways.... I finally get invited to a party but have no way to get there. I have no ride there. I dont have my license, or a car, or anything. I've asked all my friends if they could take me but they either don't want too or their parents just don't want them to take me or whatever. I hate it. I don't even think my boyfriend's parents will let him come and get me. I just know they won't let him. He came to see me on Sunday and yeah. I hate everything right now. Makes me re-examine my life sometimes.